John Paints Ophelia

How nice to see that the end can be pretty, 
that the banks of the river hear her and gasp back,
nuzzling against her clavicle as innocence 
glides from her sighing lips like mist.
How nice to see feeling too much 
as an extravagance swathing her 
like sweet-smelling bathwater,
a privilege to succumb to after loving
for no reason, like good girls do.
How lucky to be beautiful 
even in anguish.
Mine involves a lot more snot.
How his brush ripples:
I will draw breath only
as he fusses over the curl of my fingers
where they float listless in the crystalline stream.
I will be approachable and empty,
each angle revealing another genre
of myself he finds just as lovely.
I will be sentimental and semifluid
and wonder if someday, he too
will have to drape himself in pain in order to know love.